love

is unpredictable

Umi Ammirah
Winnie The Pooh & Robbert Pattison
red&green&white.fashionista.

My celebration was held at Malaysia for 1st - 3rd day of Raya.
Wasn't that fun, afterall. Hellya, it suckass.
All were unplanned and rush for time. End up, we're tired setting up than meeting them.
That's all, for Raya. Picture will upload once the digital is with me.



Love was nice&pleasant. But we hold it with full of breakings and hurtings. & then, we blame the love is blind when th person him/herself is blind, instead.
I get hurt of neither loving nor admiring. I'm sick, & i intend to let myself laid back and rest.
But that wasn't work, the love get me troubled and get me unrest. & i went speechless.
The conflict keeps burning out high and more, with bigger flame. why love? or, why people?
Cant i just dont bother about this and let you have the fun instead? I gave you large spaces to let myself out of your way. Why still, you get me into trouble and stuff?
If you think, you wanna bitch behind me is good for you, then do it. But hey, why can't you tell me i'm bitch right infront of my face? Come and bitch me out if you think you can, right infront of my face. I'm prepared to face it.
Just open your fucking mouth and talk things out. & you think, i hell care my changes that made you feels bad? If you think i care, So what makes you think im telling you nothing when i said you've changed when you're w that fucking big-mama-slutish-fuckity-girl?
Do i have rights or piority to speak out those? Or don't i have it? So, if you cant accept my talks, might as well forget about bitching me neither back nor front. Because i wont hesistate to walk up infront of you to speak out.
You may think, im a lady-like? soft-hearted? give-in? But i have my twin to oppose the manner in a opposite way.
Sorry, you cant get me follow the flow as what you want.



Oh Boy, Should I Smile Because You're My Friend
Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?