love

is unpredictable

Umi Ammirah
Winnie The Pooh & Robbert Pattison
red&green&white.fashionista.

Okay, I have a crush like everyone do. But we're difference as much as like a moon w a sun.
This time, i feels different like i was a victim. I've got all the symptoms of a girl with a broken heart but no matter what, you'll never get t see me crying over you.
I never care not t be w you but hope can see you. I know next to you is not where i belong
& it's a little late for explanations. There isn't anything that you can do for the moment with my eyes hurt, hands shiver.
I don't be bother t continue staying when that's wasn't the place where i fit as nobody’s talking, because talking just turns into screaming. And now yes I’m yelling over her, she yelling over me.
It sounds like a F but I'm gonna do nothing. Sit and view the drama-mama play role infront of me.
I don't mind of who he chose but please, i hope i showed you hopeless. As i don't put any hope getting you but effort. Not to worry, my effort doesn't count anymore. As it gonna be deceleration. Never meant to let it get so personal.

I'm sorry, but I'm just going this far. I told you, I'm gonna continue but things wasn't right. And now, i realized, i had a lot of things and stuff to do other than putting effort which obviously shows someone I'm competing. That's wasn't my motive, i know you know, but people thinks the other way. As a understanding Umi, i had enough. As I'm gonna locked that feelings but not gonna throw it away far deep into the sea.
:) I'm still smiling, hope you guys do. And please, respect my decision as well as for myself. I hope i didn't hear this unhappiness around. Because this was my decision, not her asking me to do it. I'm playing safe for everyone t get into circle of friendships and dancers.
For now, let's stop here because it's ain't gonna change me.
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