love

is unpredictable

Umi Ammirah
Winnie The Pooh & Robbert Pattison
red&green&white.fashionista.

I'm on the verge of crying every morning upon of seeing my text-less phone from him.
And this have been draging and worsen to every morning I eventually cried, i mean really cried, no more verging. It have been last for two days. I'm speechless and always he is my priority of whom i missed truckload. Do you know that? Do you know how much i need you? To be by my side and everywhere? You promised me to see my mathematics mark for midyear, but where are you?
I studied so hard and remember so hard to let you smiled looking at my maths result because I can't promised you more good marks for other subjects other than my math's result. Then I've moved on to pass my chemistry and all except humanities for prelim. However, where's the hell are you now?
I shared the moments with my friends instead of it should be yooou!
You lied to me, F-O! I hate you. Waiting for 6 more days? Is that gonna be different answer or the same result? You know what, i hate you. I'm terribly, demoralizing, and more of you.

I've extended dance tomorrow, I really need to be my utmost dance practice as usual and no more demoralizing. You know why? Because in my mind, i hate you!
Do i mean it? Y-E-S Y-E-S errr!
IDC, I'm simply gonna be myself. And should i said, i must be professional in this kind of thing?
And i must put aside all my privacy and problems, arse!
See you, dancers! :)